I've been diagnosed with hpv early this year... and my gf is facing the same problem too. Got it treated and there is no re-occurrence for now, but I'm worried as experts says it will come back anytime in future depending on our immune system.

Since then, I'm totally behaving like a different person... not a happy go lucky guy again, I been under anti-depressant for few months due to terrible depression and anxiety attack. Not forgetting the amount of Xanax and Stillnox that been prescribe to me in order I can sleep peacefully.

Now, I'm more like a walking dead body... helpless, I cannot get rid of worrying about hpv even my doc said that I'm facing the low risk type and nothing to be worried about but I just cannot accept the faith why me? why must my gf? How we going to face this throughout our life? I'll freaked out literally everyday... lately I'm thinking of killing myself, but I still love my gf to the bit... I scared to leave her alone as nobody will be there for her except me...