Do you enjoy it?

Yeah, most of the time I LOVE it.

What about your writing, what do you write?

I write poems and short stories.

I write almost all poems and they tend to be on the dark side.

Some of mine are pretty dark too, because of the things I've been through. But I think it's helpful to get those feelings in writing. How about you?

I'm not sure I'd go as far as to say they help but they sertanly don't hurt.

you keep coming here and asking for help so you can do it. You need to get help in rl. I personally cant just keep saying the same thing over and over. well i can however I am choosing not to. Get rl help and you will do better with the help we offer here.

I wrote a suicide note.

My only comment here is this: please try to imagine how those you leave behind will react. Especially if they are the ones to find you.

Here are some resources:

http://www.dailystrength.org/help/crisis-resources

Note that 911 is a US emergency number. I believe that it works in Canada as well.

There are only two things that I can say, if you are contemplating suicide then please, as pepper said, seek help immediately. This pain you are feeling doesn't have to overwelm you and they will help.
The second is that if you want someone to talk to, then I am here for you.

Please take care of yourself, I feel you that you deserve all the happiness in the world and I am happy to help you find that as much as I am able.

Take care

hon

i know you've been feeling this way for a while. somehow, you find the strength to keep going - it sucks, i know when the pain gets to be so much...

you DO deserve any and all help that people have to offer to you. you would NOT be better off gone...

please hold on...

I'm sorry but I'm not taking care of myself, I stopped eating.

I drank poison and bleach last night.

Is there anything I can do to help?

If you would like to speak, I'm here.

Take care of yourself. I don't know, you deserve so much help and support.

I hope you can find some happiness.

Take care of you.

Not well.