hey, good luck with your oppointment. But whats wrong?

So overwhelmed with life right now. Don't know what to do .

Can you turn your focus somehow...just for the night....

something to take your mind away.....maybe some comedy or a good book?

you could write out what you are going through now....it would be a good thing to take to your appointment tomorrow.....it would be very good insight for your therapist to read.

have some peace~

just hang in there untill you can talk to your therapist. it cant be no more than ten hours away but in the mean time talk to me as i was your therapist. it mite help to practice

It's actually 11 hours away, but anyways. . . .
She'll ask me if I've been able to keep myself from cutting and I'll have to tell her I cut (which I've been able to stay away from for over a month). Then we'll have to talk about that. To make sure I'm safe. But I don't think I am. And I don't want to tell her that. Because I don't want to end up in the hospital again.

Hey...first don't apologize for posting too much...it's what we're all here for!

And I'm currently waiting for the sleeping pills to kick in, would love to help if I can, just message me.

Hugs

I don't know what to do

Over a month, that a good thing its progress . but do you remember what cause you to relapse with your cutting

tonight? I don't know. I just couldn't hold it off any longer.

you will be ok.

the bright side:

Its been and hour since your first post your getting closer and closer to your appointment. do you have anything you want toget off your chest

I hate my life. I'm a complete failure.

Hospitals save lives. That is their purpose. If you tell the truth, you can get the help you need. If you hold back, you can't. It is in your hands .. which way it can go. You should tell your therapist everything. It is the right thing to do.

I know I should. But it scares me. I don't want to tell her, but I will. I guess that's part of her being a good therapist. She knows when I'm not telling her something, and I know I can trust her enough to tell her. That doesn't mean I'm scared of the idea of going back to the hospital. And that doesn't help me get through tonight.

i used to feel the same way untill i realized im young i got plenty of time to go and you do to. your not a failure.

question: what are you expecting to have out of your life so far?