Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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AprilStar 12/27/2009

I'm just so tired. Tired of this life. Tired of fighting against this desire to end my life. I'm tired of it all, and I'm about ready to give up. I just can't go on any longer. I don't have the energy. I don't have the strength. I just can't do this anymore. :'(

deleted_user 12/27/2009

Is there someone you can call? I am new here but am sending you strength and hope.

deleted_user 12/27/2009

Just wont to say you can do it. I have been there befor and what help me was I had a great friend I could talk to. If you wont you can add me as a friend and I will be there if you need me

AprilStar 12/27/2009

I really just can't do this anymore . . .

deleted_user 12/27/2009

I'm sorry that you are feeling so down. It sucks, been there myself plenty of times. Is there a friend you can call, someone that can come stay with you? You are so young and have so much more to experience in life. Are you in a doctor's care at this time?

Warms hugs, Mel

AprilStar 12/27/2009

No one I can call. Yes I have a dr.

AprilStar 12/27/2009

I don't know what to do right now. I'm losing all hope, and I'm scared of what I might do.

deleted_user 12/27/2009

April, please call a crisis center and talk to someone...we need you and don't want you to leave us

AprilStar 12/27/2009

I don't know if I can do that . . .

AprilStar 12/27/2009

Is it really so bad to want to end this pathetic life of mine?

deleted_user 12/27/2009

in my town there is a crisis line open 24/7 and when i call there is a therapist there to listen and help....is there anything like that where you are?

David342 12/27/2009

April I give you all my love... Please know you are loved here by all of us... Name one thing you want and we'll get it for you.!! What is one thing you want to change.- one thing, what is it? You feel you want it to end but what is the reason? Tell us what your life is missing? Tell me what it is if you can change something... Hugs for you.. Any of us are here for you.. Just let us know,

AprilStar 12/27/2009

ya there is

AprilStar 12/27/2009

I don't want anything except for all of this to be over. I don't know what I would change.

LindaJean 12/27/2009

April - I too have been so tired at times that life made no sense at all and I saw no reason to continue.

What I found was that almost the minute I started sharing about what was making me so tired - I began to feel less tired. Some things are truly too heavy to carry by ourselves. It doesn't matter how small those things seem to be - if they are too heavy to deal with alone, they need to be shared.

If you need to talk - I'll be here for awhile. Big hugs.

AprilStar 12/27/2009

Thanks, but maybe I shouldn't have posted this in the first place . . .
I think it's time for me to leave, I can't live like this anymore, it's just too much.

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