I feel like that and it sucks to feel like that but I think I do want to die
if you have anyone that cares about you tell them

Hi, I feel like that too. Especially when I'm having a hard time with family. I don't tell anyone but I do think that you should talk to someone. It really doesn't matter who in my opinion. It could be a friend, family member, counselor, or just a random stranger on this site. I know that I feel better about something when I talk to my one teacher. I can listen too if you ever just want to vent.

thanks guys <3

i feel like that all the time. i find talking to someone or even a pet does help, it gets it of your chest and you feel a bit relaxed knowing that is someone is here to listen. i am here to listen if you need to talk, just send me a message.

I feel this way 99% of the time

I feel quite similar.

yeah lately I’ve been feeling the same way

I wanted commit suicide when I was a teenager. But my dad died and I see how much my mom suffered. I didn't want her to go thru another funeral. The ironic thing is because of my moms abusiveness that I got so depressed and wanted to end my life in the 1st place. So I asked my self the same exact question. Can I crease to exist and vanish out of this like by just click delete and done without dying.? Wouldn't that be nice, I thought. I just just going thru the motion of the day: school, homework, after school tutoring, piano lessons etc. ...

Now, I wish I have 3 more lives to do all the things I wanted to do. So, how did I get pass suicidal stage.? 1/ talk to someone. Or call the hotline. 2/ do what make u happy, if u don't have a hobbies, try everything, follow yr yr heart to find out yr passion. 3/ get active: physical activities like swimming hiking biking, kickboxing, yoga n meditate. helps clear yr mind and boost yr endorphins the happy hormone.
Here what work for me:
Swimming, yoga, n mediation
Knitting relaxes me and give me purpose I love creating making things. Feel so good to finish a project and wear it proudly
Playing piano helps me vent out all the angers. Thanks Chopin , my beloved dead poet.

Yes, there are people who care about you. Join a volunteer group. You usually find some good loving soul there. I want to give you all love and hugs. You can't see them but close yr eyes, you feel them. And positive energy. Good luck and keep talking...