Daddy left me, and momma wasn't there
So my hero was babysitting, and I thought he'd care
When daddy left, I needed a man
And along comes my hero the underman
He was like a father to me
But now it's from him I want to flee
I was a little girl, I didn't know what happened
But oh what a messege it did send
I knew it was wrong
When he said not to tell mom
But I was a good girl, and did as told
So he grabed my hand but not to hold
He touched himself while using me
His hand placed far above my knee
He snuggled and played
I sat and stayed
But what else do you do when your a little girl
And your biggest hero put you in a whurl
But know I am big, and I still remember
Those few cold nights around december
It screwed with my head
I still see it when I lay down to bed
It's hard to trust men
When one used you way back when
So you stay away from all men
Afraid of being used again
I've never had a boyfriend, I've never been kissed
Yet stillI wish offmy feet I'll be whisked
Imay have done things you regret
Butit must remainmylittle secret
Until forever or until it's time
To take back for me what's rightfully myne


and another 1

Down and down these tears flow
Into my own world away I go
A night in my head is a night in hell
So I sit and cry with no one to tell
My mind eats me up from the inside out
It sinks in so hard that I just want to shout
But if I shout my world will break
Then everyone will know how I'm a fake
With my fake happy smiles, and my fake happy lie
I put on this face just to get by
But one day I'll break, and one day I'll shout
One day I'll live with more than a pout

one more


I once called you father I now call you sir
Whenever I think of you my emotions stir
You left me at birth, you cheated, and lied
And still you expect me to be on your side
You may want me now, but I'm broken and hurt
You expect me to love youyet you treat me like dirt
If you want respect you should look in the mirror
And you might see why I don't respect you, just a little bit clearer
Your rascistyour cruel
I think your a fool
To you it's just money and power
But it's alright if you give me a flower
Real love doesn't exist right
Is that why still on your third wife you fight
You broke my mothers heart
Youabandoned me right from the start
Where is the man I once called father
He's hidden in lies so why should I bother