Finally I have been granted one year PFA from Ex despite his great attempts to prove i was wrong....The court was amazing and amusing this time. Judge did make couple of comments that made me laugh both on him and me( never was able to laugh at myself before)..

I hired a lawyer. He was a smart and up to the point person and he did great job with just 3 questions to me and 2 questions to them. They ( Ex and his lawyer) made every attempt for me to be instigated but i didnt because i stayed on the topic instead of getting diverted in all different ways( my old codependency issue) I also conquered my ashamedness by speaking up as a human with defects ( no body is perfect)..

I have never been this confident offlate... More than winning PFA what was a victory for me was that being in present consciously, getting over my ashamedness, shyness, anxiety and a new outlook for whatver will happen today will only make me Stronger did it all.... Had zero feelings for my Ex when i saw him this time... I was kool and composed thanks to the book i read the day before Dont panic by Reid" I will become stronger by purposely facing what i am afraid of... I want to do that and I can handle it."

Today as i write this journal I have his stuff cleared and sent to his place... Car transferred to him and finally detoxified him out of my life. I am very proud of my accomplishments... This PFA definitely has put a feather in my cap. Kudos to me... This is the real me.