you are not alone believe me. i used to be an outgoing person that enjoyed others that like me also.keep posting and reading and praying for the strenght to change this

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I was very shy for many years. One day while at church I made a conscious decision to go up and introduce myself to at least one person I didn't know. At first it was just an introduction and small talk..it was ackward. But I kept at it and now when I speak to people I am more comfortable and at ease not worrying what to say. When I begin to not know what to say, I say "its nice to meet you" have a nice day. Its okay to walk away from an uncomfortable situation or conversation. Now I have several friends.

Been there. So, first thing you need to do is acknowledge your feelings. You've done that. You need people around that are good for you, that support you and lift you up. It is hard for everyone to meet people and be outgoing, but people almost always respond positively to others who say hello first. Make small talk until you stumble upon something you have in common. Sometimes the conversation will grow on its own. Sometimes it will just die out. Promote the ones that grow; don't worry about the ones that don't. Soon, you will have a bunch of people who like to talk and share what's going on in their lives. Make the first step. Talk. What's the worst that could happen?