So, I answered, when he called I answered and I promised myself I wouldn't let him in, I'd continue the work on myself, just be friends, he tells me how he's doing so good in recovery so on and so on..I think it's great, he sounds good, but I told myself, no meeting up in person until you are strong enough because he's an addict of course he's going to tell you what you want to hear. So we've been talking and not meeting in person and it's good, more then good great. I feel strength in my decision making, I feel good in my thoughts, we talk tonight and we were on the phone for a bit and I'm telling a story that maybe is 2 min in length and I say hello i hear nothing but background noise and then I say hello again nothing, I tried to wake him up via the phone, not sure what was happening and then I hung up and I'm so pissed, people who are clean and sober don't pass out on the phone...when we dated he would sleep so much and he would nod off in the car...I thought nah he's just tired, but people don't do that, unless you have narcolepsy, which I'm pretty sure he doesn't. So here I am, strong me, feeling defeated, and I told myself I wouldn't let him in:(