Hi all! Happy Holiday and all that falderal! Lol
So, had a roommate steal my pain medication. I only had 6-7 left as I was supposed to get a refill on Thursday. This happen on Friday night/Saturday morning. The person vehemently denied it of course, and I have no proof.
In 15 years of being on and off ( mostly on) pain meds I have never had an issue that I can remember!!!!
I called the Dr office and Pharmacist and the will not, under any circumstances refill early. I ask my Dr for only 5 to get through even though I normally take 2 a day, he said " your under a pain contract and I feel it has to be honored"!!!
If this happened on a regular basis, or even more often I could understand! But once in 15 years???
He did say if it gets to bad to contact him....for what? A shot?? Cortisone?? Methadone? ( which I'm allergic to)
This may sound bad, but I'm a former bartender and unfortunately know a lot of dealers! But I REFUSE to do and street drugs!!!
And I have a friend/acquaintance who used to be my Drs nurse who I know takes the same thing I do....i just feel weird getting ahold of her out of the blue and asking for son.....
Sorry this is so long. I am lucky that withdrawals a minimal so far. Some diarreah, some " brain zaps" as I call them, and it's like my legs just don't want to work or hold me up. But I know it could be sooo much worse. So I am grateful that it's not. And yeah! My pharmacy is open Thanksgiving day, which is when they are do!
So while the pain is really, really bad, I could be going through worse right?
Thank you for listening.
I had a few rocky weeksIdiots at work being aggressiveI didnt help by responding back inappropriatelyWife caught me drinking againGood news-I havent shoplifted in over 2 weeksI havent had a drink in a week . I plan to drink Friday when wife is away . Only to drink when she is away . That minmimises my alchol greatly as she is rarely away
I have very vivid dreams. So real that it could actually be happening. I had a great one last night. I was almost there in that place and time. It was glorious. Do meds cause vivid dreams? Do you have such clear dreams?