Chronic Pain Support Group
Physicians and professionalsdefine pain as chronic if it lasts longer than three to six months and is persistent. It's distinct from acute pain that is a direct result of injury or trauma. This support group is dedicated to those suffering from chronic pain. Discuss treatments that have worked for you, find advice for your specific experience, and find support. You're not...
I'm sorry if my previous post frightened any of my friends on here, that was not my intention and for that i am truly sorry.
I would also like to point out that i am not giving up, im not built that way, quit is not in my repertoire. I am however fed up with being this way. I have long ago accepted that this is me and i will suffer until the end of my days, but alas i am human, and as such i have my moments of weakness and anger and in that dark place is where that previous post was borne.
I am drugged to the highest degree that i will ever allow myself to be currently and past this point i go no further, any more drugs and i lose my sense of self, pain i can deal with, losing myself in a stupor i can not.
When i can make it a crossed the room without falling, and when i can type without dislocating 3 fingers" as i have over the last 3 paragraphs" then i shall return and be a bit more active in my comments and posts.
Just know that even though i am suffering i am still here, i may be only reading but i am here. If i cant respond at least know i am praying for those that need and deserve it.
I love you all.........Kris.........
I would also like to point out that i am not giving up, im not built that way, quit is not in my repertoire. I am however fed up with being this way. I have long ago accepted that this is me and i will suffer until the end of my days, but alas i am human, and as such i have my moments of weakness and anger and in that dark place is where that previous post was borne.
I am drugged to the highest degree that i will ever allow myself to be currently and past this point i go no further, any more drugs and i lose my sense of self, pain i can deal with, losing myself in a stupor i can not.
When i can make it a crossed the room without falling, and when i can type without dislocating 3 fingers" as i have over the last 3 paragraphs" then i shall return and be a bit more active in my comments and posts.
Just know that even though i am suffering i am still here, i may be only reading but i am here. If i cant respond at least know i am praying for those that need and deserve it.
I love you all.........Kris.........
( don't know why I insist on spellimg that with a C)
Thanks for the post...
I think your last one was so frightening because so many of us know that dark place...
You're in our hearts and thoughts even when you're not posting, too.
Love n hugs...jc
Blessings, my friend, on you and your family...
Will look forward to your return.
Melinda
Healing hugs
Fwiw, I think jancam nailed it - your last post was a reflection of our own "dark place"... It's good to be here bc so many really get it.
Glad to know you're reading, sometimes that's all we have strength to do. Jump in when you're up for it. You are missed.
Raggedy
Glad to see that you're with us even if it's mainly just reading. I did that for quite awhile before actually jumping in & now this past week I have so missed jumping in & have been stuck mainly glued to the couch & I'm lucky if I'm even reading because the pain has been so bad. It hasn't been this bad in a very long time, I should have seen it coming but I was so into the happiness of being at such low pain levels, well, I guess it was was great while it lasted & now it's back to the hell of just surviving.
As always once I get typing I can't seem to stop. Please know that you & you're family are in my thoughts & prayers & maybe someday we will all be lucky enough to go back to the low pain days.
Lori
I'm glad you let it out.....some time we need to say stuff like that to get through our frustration. We can't say it to our loved ones, they worry. We worry too, but in a different way......
This is your place to find understanding and strength. Anytime!
Like I told you, I enjoy reading your posts....look forward to you feeling better and sharing more of your stories! Have been using the straight line ( one of your posts) for relaxation.....it begins with a single line....thanks for that! X