Thank you all for your love and support! I'm doing better today....I think! Not as low just frustrated. Tried to talk to the BF bit he just kind of shuts down. And I do know life is worth living, just need to remember it more often. My daughters live far away and I don't like to worry them when there is nothing they can do. I don't have many friends left who haven't gotten tired of me always in pain, or cancelling things due to pain, but I just connected with an old fried who is also in chronic pain so were helping each other now.
As always wishing you all pain free days or at least pain free moments