Cherry rain always makes us hurt more and brings us down . The only people I know that wish for rain is farmers. Lol I'm sorry your NP isn't into treating pain . It's hard to find a doctor that we love all the qualities. I hope and tomorrow goes week and remember it's a new day. Hugs

Sorry it was suppose to say I hope it goes well not week. Lol

Cherry........I am so sorry to hear you are feeling so down:( I can totally relate to working in pain. I am lucky ( I guess) that I don't "wake up" in pain........it takes about an hour to kick in...........and then it stays with me all day until I can finally lay down again...................and I, too, have often said..........Whats the point"...........this is never gonna stop............never gonna get better............but somehow we just keep keeping on...........always wondering why????????

Hopefully you have misread your NP and she will be the best thing that ever happened to you.......ans she will find that special combinations of meds that gives you many pain free days ahead:):)

That will be my hope for your appt tomorrow:):):)

Hi. I just joined the group. I've been having a very difficult past 2 months, very solitary, very inactive and I've been asking myself the same question: what's the point? Why go on with so much suffering? What I found was that in asking (myself, others, and just contemplating), answers come. They slowly filter through. I'm not sure I have a complete answer yet, but I do feel less hopeless. I hope you find your answers. Keep asking.

Awe...Sorry dear friend! I know only to well what you are going through. But you are not alone! Thank goodness for DS! Hang in there Cherry. You have been there for us so many times let us be there for you. Sending you my love and support! Hugs, Catht

Cherry,

We've had 4 tornados touch down next town over. THe siren is screaming again and I just can not gather the animals and climb the steps again today.

GOd will have to handle this one.

Oh good they went off. Glad that I did not run around working up the pain again for nothing.

Anywayl, I hope you start feeling better soon.

aw hunny big hugs for you! i hope your feeling better soon! And I really hope it goes well with your nurse tomorrow...maybe its worth having a chat with her? say how your not comfortable with her treatmeant as your used to what your other doctor used to do for you? And maybe tomorrow after your appointment you should do something you really enjoy to cheer yourself up a bit? Massive bear hugs and please keep me updated! xxx

All I can say is that I've been there. Best therapy is what you're doing......reach out.

@AmaSun, Welcome. Come around some more. It was nice to hear a new voice.

Big Hugs,
David.

must be goin' around cuz the last two days have been THE worst I have had in a really long time. Funny thing is, it's not the pain, it's my fricking family. you know what its like to feel like shit when you are in pain and then add your family always pointing out that one mistake they think you made and I think its because people dont want to hear what THEY have done. IT; a weird sort of denial. Even though you know they are really aware of something they di to affect you directly, they'll never admit it? If people just cop to what they did I could get past it man. Everyone makes misktakes right? I know this might not make sense but my older sister who we've always had sister issues...I think she's angry and a bit jealous but as of late there is a lot of anger....Someone like me, I'll take it, and take it and taaakke it, and I do have a breaking point. What I am trying to say in a very long way, I'm not getting my pain from the regular way. I'm getting it from ONE person..I dont think that people we know REALLY know how affecting that is and so I'd rather have rain.

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I feel for Cherry. Sooner or later many of can tell what the weather is going to bring before the news comes on.
Its miserable when things flare up & the battle starts again.
I just tell myself I can do this, I can do this, I can do this.
Although I have my days I want to scream but I know it will probably increase the pain so I just pray.
Your a strong lady you'll get past this & anything else that comes your way. God bless, Sammy

It seems the blahs are going around. I have been feeling blah for a few weeks and finally seeing the light LOL I hope it last.

I love the change of seasons as they seem to awaken something in me so with this fall weather we have been having it has been nice. I finally cleaned the hosue and that makes me feel good.

Cherry, so something nice for yourself go get a pedi and take a walk that always lifts my spirits if this new doctor does not work call the old one and see if she can take you back.

I think it is wrong for doctors to just up and change meds around without doing it properly that to me should be a red flag as all RX that I get says not to stop meds abruptly and the doctors who do not taper properly is not right.

Hope you are feeling better hun

Yep! I got them back again too.

I can't quit this darn job till OCT. Sept never seemed so long before.

And I find the worrying about everything I type and what if I make a mistake too much. MOst of the time I just hit cancel. So I don't even interact here anymore.

I am getting really really depressed for never being able to talkk to anyone ever.