I wonder finding a good new relationship will help. You can still love your daughter and move on. Take time to recover from the emotional pains and take good care of yourself. Start over with what you have left. Do it for you and your daughter.

Sorry you had such a bad nightmare. Your daughter may be missing you, but she's not really going to be in the same level of distress you saw in your dream. It's wrong for her mom to be keeping you from all contact, but honestly, you'll see your daughter again. The courts have already ruled in your favor.

Hang in there. Don't give in to fear. Fear lies.

Have you read the part of the Bible where it says that it is the power of God that sustains us and gives us each breath? God still has a purpose for you to be here, if He didn't then He'd take you home. Don't think about usurping His authority. Trust God and persevere, He will bring you a good result in time.

Praying for you.

The courts have not ruled in my favour at all their proposals are either unachievable or ambiguous. Thanks for your support though.

I see what you mean about the dictates of the courts feeling unachievable. But they have in fact ruled in your favor by determining that you are eligible for visitation, and by ordering your wife to make your daughter available. The fact that the times are unworkable or ambiguous at the moment is temporary. Aren't you getting a new lawyer to help you with that?

I will do, but this is the second time the courts have done this and they even raised my maintenance as my wife said that I couldn't achieve the last unachievable plan set out by the court, which is unbelievable. I will go home to london and plan what I will do, 13 months, I have not made any decision which has helped myself even though I have tried my best, I have prayed constantly.

Hey, buddy. There’s always hope. Everything is going to be okay <3