Christian Fellowship Community Group
A safe place for Christians who Love Jesus Christ to meet and ask for prayer and share scriptures from the bible. We value the posting of Christian music, poems, stories and also personal testimonies. Please let us know your needs, concerns and have some fun getting to know each other. We treat each other with respect.
I feel like this is my last attempt to reach out for help..I am just hurting so bad...he wants me dead (evil inside me) and I cant stop believing that he is right and that the pain will never end unless my life is over....meds not helping...dr not helping...family and friends dont know how much I hurt and I just cant bring myself to tell them...dont want to make them upset or feel useless cause they cant help....if I just end it all then I know friends and family will hurt for a while but they will eventually get over it and be able to move on with their lives never to be bothered by me again...I am just totally worn out and cant see it getting any better in the future....this is what he wants and I guess he is going to get his way...and I cant wait till he just pushes me a little further and go all the way...then im gone...pain is over just like that..........BUT.....now a bit from me if I can manage it ,if he will let me have my say.............I want to live, I want to be happy, I want him gone, I want to enjoy my life, my kids and husband..............WHY ME... no one deserves this torment...GO AWAY
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Good Thursday to you!I've been watching a really long trial on Youtube these last couple of nights and will finish tomorrowHopefully I'll be in the land of nod soon and I hope my peeps are having sweet dreams followed by a great daySending hugs...xo
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One day runs into the next I can't seem to keep them straightBut i do know it's Tuesday and I start to clean my landord's place again so it'll keep me going although I take breaks more often nowHe doesn't mind and I gwt it doneI hope that you have a good day and can get done what you need toBig hugz sent..Xo
, Ive suffered long enough God, please, I give you all my thoughts, my pain and suffering, my bad memories, take them all away and not let them bother me again please, give me peace and pleasure in my life....Amen