So here I am, it’s 3 months since my father died. I moved in with mom so she can stay home. It’s possible or more likely that I have taken on more than I can handle. Since I’m the only single person close enough, and I don’t work because of my own issues, it made sense that I would be the one to take care of mom
last Monday I was overwhelmed, but my brother was scheduled to be with mom on Tuesday so I could get to my appointments. We had a bad night, and then I ended up calling 911 for a possible stroke. I figured that I handle day to day operations, so let my brother deal with the hospitalization .
wen she came home, and by Friday I had flu like symptoms. Physically I’m feeling better. Mentally not so good. Stinking thinking has led to “if I was a better person, more normal, I can handle this better.” Why am I so reluctant to ask and receive help? Why do I feel like I have to take care of her all by myself?
thanks for letting me vent
Does anyone here know of any other Christian groups outside of DS? I've found a few, but none that are active. I just wondered if anyone here is takes part in groups elsewhere? Thanks!
When we're young , we sneak out of the house to go to parties,When we're older we sneak out of the party to get home.