I am having such a hard time trying to keep my cool and not go nuts. I love my mom and everytime I see her I want to cry because she has this bad, BAD reaction to lithium which turned out to be puscular psoriasis or something like that I can't spell it. Well her feet and hands are broken out and she cries so, so much and she's always hurting. She can't get out of the house like she used to and I can't talk to her like I used to because she falls asleep. It hurts so bad to see my mom like this and I keep wondering if she's sicker than she's really telling me. And I'm only sixteen, this is so much to handle and I just want my mom back. In the meantime, I do as much as I can. My sis and I do all the chores and such because my dad is always working, and my mom is sooooooo cranky all the time. She gets really mean and hurtful. Like I want to die sometimes because I can't take this anymore! I want to have a normal life with friends *a distant memory* and I want to be able to do things with my mom again. I love her, and this discussion is in no way a bashing. I just need help because I'm gonna crack! I'm sooooo frustrated and in the middle of the night, my mom wakes up crying. And she can't walk or anything. She is only 39 she shouldn't have to deal with all this and its not fair to her. I don't know what to do anymore. Like when she's crying I just want to walk away, I NEVER DO. But I just feel so uncomfortable anymore. This has been going on for three months. Does anyone else know anything about this disease or know anyone who has it?
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