When I'm satisfied, I roll over and have me a smoke...

why wouldn't someone be? I think I will, eventually...

it isnt in my nature to be satisfied. for me, that means I have nothing left to achieve. and by that i dont mean money, or anything like that. it means i have no goals. and to me, that's when its time to die.

so, i will be satisfied when i am dead.

I'm trying to say that you shouldn't sweat all the small shit you are trying to achieve right now, cause you'll just want to achieve something else as soon as you achieve the original thing...People are never satisfied...

Sure I would be when I get my house again and a job that I can keep it.

Hell I don't even know what it is I'm trying to achieve so I don't know.

I disagree and think some people are satisfied once they get where they want to be in life.

I used to value that sense of never being satisfied, because I valued being ambitious.

Then I learned its a state of always being starving, of never being satiated, of never feeling like this moment, here and now, is good enough.

After having been emotionally starved by another person...it is SO good-enough-right-now I think I just might feel satisfaction.

Of course theres always stuff to do, stuff to clean up, stuff to build, destinations to get to...but the moments.....during that building and cleaning and doing....are good enough :)

The only goal I have now is to get a small house.

I'd be dead..

I doubt it. I believed in love. I believed in forever. And I got burned. I found out that forever is only a fairy tale. If two disgusting, lying cheaters can have forever, then it can't be real.

I just want to get over it and find something. Anything.

Nope! Onward and upward!