Breakups & Divorce Support Group
Just broke up with someone or in the midst of a difficult divorce? Breaking up is difficult no matter what the circumstances are. They say that time heals all wounds, but sometimes a listening ear or a hug can work wonders for the heart. Whether you need a place to vent, someone to hold you to No Contact, or need advice about what to do, we're here to help.
I wake up every morning...I don't always want to get out of bed, I hurt on a daily basis...I just want someone special in my life. It's all I have ever wanted...I prayed for years for God to just find me that special someone, someone who I could love and have that love returned...Someone who would fill that void in my life, that void we feel when we are alone, not by ourselves, but alone. I feel that void more than ever today. I woke early to finish cleaning the house for the showing this morning and ever since then I have felt this impending sense of doom. I just want this all to be over. I feel like I can't handle much more. I want to sit here with someone in my arms and just cry...I wish I had a good friend to talk to, not online, but just in person, just stop and get a cup of coffee and talk...How do I get past this...how can I find myself again...I remember hating being alone. I was driving home from work yesterday and began for the first time to remember what it was like to come home to an empty apartment, no wife, no girlfriend, no kids, no animals....it hurt...I remember crying myself to sleep because I was so depressed so often...and yet I keep going...sometimes I don't know how or why I keep going...but I guess the alternative is not so smart...if anyone reads this and lives near me and is willing...I could sure use a friend right now...
I know what you mean though about loneliness, its hard. I do have to make it through the rest of the week. I do have some good friends, do they all understand, but they listen to me anyway.
I wish you a "Good Morning" and peace throughout the day.
Kev, maybe there is something in you that is missing. The answer may not be in finding another to hold, and to hold you, but inside of yourself.
BTDT, still doing it. I have this big empty spot right in the middle of my chest.
I gave my heart and soul to someone who promised to take very good care of it, and they changed their mind, took theirs back, but hasn't returned mine.
The hole fills up with anger and bitterness, which isn't going to get me anywhere, but if someone else suffers, that's just how it is.
I've always been the positive one, but unless it's for someone ELSE, I can't be that person anymore. I'm not really sure of who I'm developing into, but I don't like her so much.