Oh Yeah it's definitely a process ..that's the spirit though, just keep moving and go through life. It's the alone time in the early days where you want to curl up and not leave the bedroom..you go through that too but you come out stronger after experiencing those feelings..it will get better!

I feel exactly the same way as you, Revenck. Today is just one of those days when I feel empty inside and have a hole in my stomach, but life has to go on. I also took a very long shower and got dressed. Then I got out and walked to work for half an hour, but then decided to just crawl back into bed. I'm glad my boss is very supportive and told me to basically forget about work if I need to. I will never forget that, and if you're ever a boss, try to do that for your employees too. I know I will myself.

How have things been going this week? Do you feel like the progress has been continual? Praying for you.

Thank you...i have my good days and bad days. Yesterday was a bad day.. Today was a good day.

Good to hear. It is a process. A lengthy one at that. We need to keep doing the little things we enjoy and make us happy. Nothing about this is fun. It's heartbreaking, painful mess. Keep working on yourself. I found therapy and divorce group really helped me. Having people to talk to going through the same thing is great. Take care of yourself. -HUGS-

I did my first therapy session today. It helped ease my heart and mind saying this situation is on him. He wants the divorce, and that i shouldnt feel so guilty. It made me feel...better. I know its a long process but i want to get better and to make a new life for myself.

When a marriage fails you feel bad, even if
You did everything in your power to fix it.

I am glad you are going to therapy, i carried
My therapist and my MC in my head until i got
Strong enough. I replayed their words, HUGS