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It would seem so....every time I wake up one of my first thoughts is, "Is this really my life now?"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcjV4SnzP58&feature=related

Kon...it really is! The magic is that you get to call it YOUR life and not one with a heavy hear, tension, burden and chaos. Your next one will be a treasure hunt!

it does go on.... and you eventually move on.. I am waiting for the moving on part.

not only has it not ended...

its just beginning!

Hmmm...these are good thoughts. Today I had that, "Life feels over but I'm still here" feeling...I know it won't last forever, but DAMN, these days feel long as hell!

That's what they say.

Or what you say.

Well, someone said it. Maybe you just repeated it.

I don't believe what they say though.

Sometimes I wish I did.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ADh8Fs3YdU

My life before Feb 19th is over, that is for sure..My life after that date goes on, it has been an interesting ride and hopefully it will smooth out where I can enjoy it more..

First time in over 14 years I gave my heart to someone, and look what happened..It was enough to shake me to my core and doubt myself..

Time to get to know the real me and who I am without loving someone.

don't watch this if you don't like good beats...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVA-xTBeHyM

lol, I am done running, have you noticed?;)

Oh and me like the vid.

If you are watching a marathon of the Twilight Zone, could life have actually ended but it just seems like it is going on?

damnit BP I was going to post that one.