Hello, i am new to the group

although you may think im young we are all capable of loving people and understanding love. I am 25 years old, my relationsip started when I was 16 years old. I met the love of my life, I knew i wanted a life with him and same for him. about last year 7 years into the relationship i started to question my life and wondering where it was going and what I was doing. I knew i wanted to be married and have children by the time I was 30 and it seemed like that was slipping away. So i told my boyfriend i needed some time to figure out me. We probably didnt talk for about 2 months but I would still go over there some night and spend the night with him. then eventually things were back and we were back and i knew what i wanted which was him. During this time, I had a 2 men reach out to me on this break and were talking to me and my boyfriend happened to go into my phone and see the messages which caused an issue. That we got past at least i thought we did. About 2 months ago, he said he needed some space just like I did cause he is hurt by our other break and the conversations with these 2 men. During this break he spent time with another girl which he said was nothing and just friends. Yesterday he came over and said that is was over and he will not be able to get over what I did. 8 years of my love just gone, i feel like i lost a part of me and don't know what to do. i know it will hurt and i will eventually be ok, but how do you get past the breakdown, the hurt, the loss. Not even an hour after he broke up with me he blocked me off of all social media and my phone number to have  no contact what so ever. I just need support this is a huge deal to me.