You know I was handling things well enough recently...actually in the mad stage (which is good for me) but a friend of his and mine came to see us today...and we sat and chatted (his wife cheated on him and they are since divorced) and I broke down. All the fucking rotten feelings of betrayal...adultery..etc. just came flooding back right now and I'm a bawling mess. I asked him if my H wanted a divorce and he said NO he really didn't think so but it will have to happen b/c you will never trust him and doesn't think this could be reconciled. I agree, which is why I'm a bawling mess. His friend said the OW is a dirty whore (insert smile here) and my H knows it. I think he knows he's made the biggest mistake. I told him about the concert and the OW texting me...and he said my H was pissed, actually shaking. His friend said to him see what you are getting into...she will just screw with you wife to be nasty. I need her gone. I told his friend that my H repulses me and disgusts me and that I am only here for these boys right now. His friend told him he NEEDS to move on and get out and get an apt so everyone can heal. Hope my H takes his advice. I've tried but he won't leave. I don't know...I'm in such a state right now..the fetal position actually just sobbing. I hate him for doing this to me and the boys. I know I need to suck it up but I cannot right now...I just cannot.
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