I filed a police report, and called my BF's command ( he is a submariner in the navy) i did so at the advice of many people. he had backed into me with a car, im pregnat. granted, im hormonal, im physically sick.... i shouldnt have tried to make him stay by standing there trying to talk to him... but right then i was not ok, and all i wanted was for him to hold me...
he still should not have hit me.. he could have just talked to me.
but he had raised his hand at me before.... and i was worried that all this could progress to more.... now i kinda regret doing it,
but he is kicking me out, i have no leg to stand on, i cant work right now because i am sick.... i have no where to stay, and nothing to pay bills.
i just applied for state help, but that isnt much.
i guess what i am asking is, why do i feel so bad??? why am i so sad that he wont talk to me??? i just got an ultrasound pic of the baby,
i wanted him to see it, why????
all i ever wanted was a stable family. a place to call home...
he promised me all that. now im pregnat, and alone...