i broke off an engagement with my ex and told him I wasn’t ready to get married and needed to focus on my kids and wasn’t ready to be a step mom to his kids. He was pushing me and pressing me to live with him but I told him to move on because I needed to focus on my kids. They did not feel comfortable to be their new dad. Three months later he tells me he met someone that was just like me. Obviously trying to get me jealous. Well, it worked. My mind can’t stop thinking about him and her sleeping together, going on trips, him telling her jokes and being charming with her like he was to me. I thought I wanted to be single but this new girl is so lucky to have my ex’s attention. I miss him and the sex. Stay up all night thinking how they are together- think Bout it at work, when I’m playing with my kids. I don’t want to date to get over him. I took on coaching soccer, working out, etc but my mind is going crazy. I wish negative things would happen to him and his new girl. I texted him non stop all week how he hurt me by moving on so fast. I kept telling him I would’ve married him but just needed time. He needed a woman ASAP obviously and they probably have sex all the time, laugh, go places and trips.....I’m so darn pathetic and hopeless