She called as I predicted. I answered ready to tell her this was the last conversation. But she was crying, she told me the lawyer thing was a lie to stop her from getting more involved with me. She said she feels resistance to falling in love with me every time we get closer because her only experience with love has been two very abusive relationships. She feels anger inside and and fear, and she is going to work this out with a therapist. SHe told me she felt she was crying on my shoulder and that she missed me terribly. She told me very loving things. She was elated that I answered the phone. I said I was about to cut all ties with her and she said she would have pursued me until she got me back.
I love her and I want her to love me.But I am confused as to what to do. I read some stuff in the internet about how to get my x back but I dont want to manipulate her into wanting me. I want her true love. Otherwise I have to move on.
I am afraid she will hurt me again, move away from me again, after being so close last night. It was beautiful.