who?? *loves gossip*

I thought you said you liked geeky guys with white cars.... so I shouldn't have read into that????

If you could imagine the most incredible story ever, it would be less incredible than the story of being here. And the ironic thing is that story is not a story, it is true. It takes us so long to see where we are. It takes us even longer to see who we are. This is why the greatest gift you could ever dream is a gift that you can only receive from one person. And that person is you yourself. Therefore, the most subversive invitation you could ever accept is the invitation to awaken to who you are and where you have landed. Plato said in The Symposium that one of the greatest privileges of a human life is to become midwife to the birth of the soul in another. When your soul awakens, you begin to truly inherit your life. You leave the kingdom of fake surfaces, repetitive talk and weary roles and slip deeper into the true adventure of who you are and who you are called to become. The greatest friend of the soul is the unknown. Yet we are afraid of the unknown because it lies outside our vision and our control. We avoid it or quell it by filtering it through our protective barriers of domestication and control. The normal way never leads home. - John O'Donahugh

i have my own white car thank you very much.. and i have enough men in my life TYVM

I felt so horrible about myself that change seemed almost impossible.
I took a leap of faith in leaving a horrible situation. I have made more positive changes in 5 years on my own than the 24 years in pergatory.
The first step was the hardest.....leaving.
I soon realized that change was inevitable. I was afraid and alone as I didn't know where the change would take me.
Meditation and reflection daily brought about the changes. It has affected my stbx in a negative way, but I can't worry about him in order to save myself. I had to stop playing the victim and "stand up and own my power."
I would have to say that I had to learn to believe in myself and realize I had potential that had been untapped out of fear.
Take a leap of faith....it can't hurt you!

Okay... Rman, I will find you another rebound. Sorry Bro.

I have been fighting change. But I can no longer fight it. At this point , change can only be better. But like the others above me stated, fear of theunknown and the comfort of the familiar keep me where I am. It makes me want to scream!!!

I think BP is avail!! she is HOT

No suggestions from the peanut gallery!!!

I spent two long years wrestling with this, Rman. I worried endlessly about my children. Now, one year after separating and with the divorce nearly final, I can honestly say they are doing way better than I ever would have expected. My therapist says they're doing well because I'm doing well. Is it painful? Yes. Is avoiding all pain for life a realistic goal for your children? No. You will always love them unconditionally. You need to take care of yourself and be happy to do it the best you can.

Of COURSE I am kidding.

If you know Rman, you KNOW he's not built for rebounds.

It's just NOT in him.

because everybody hates shoulds

change was easy for me....as where I was .....was hell...so any change had to be better......

I am in the process of selling my home, the photographer is coming on wednesday to take pictures then my house will be on the market, i have lived here 10 years, i am sooo scared of the unknown, the house has always been in my name only but i still lived here with my ex. I am terrified of what comes next.
What i do know is i will come out the other side as a wiser person & a little more better off financially. Boy this is soooo nerveracking!