Breakups & Divorce Support Group
Just broke up with someone or in the midst of a difficult divorce? Breaking up is difficult no matter what the circumstances are. They say that time heals all wounds, but sometimes a listening ear or a hug can work wonders for the heart. Whether you need a place to vent, someone to hold you to No Contact, or need advice about what to do, we're here to help.
I found writing therapeutic so I write and ramble sometimes. DS is the the perfect place to do this :) I'm a Facebook fan but can't write anything in there cause want to keep my feelings private.
Friday night, hubby went out with his buddies to drink a few beers. He is staying home until he leaves to go overseas for a year in about 2 weeks. He don't hug or kisses me, it's like having a friend staying over. I want everything to go back to normal so bad that it hurts. I want to touch his face, hug him and tell him how much I love him. I could hug him and he wont push me back but his cold empty stare just breaks my heart. I know couples that live in a loveless marriage, I honestly don't know how they do it. I've been doing it but I can't keep doing this to myself. Just giving it all and receiving nothing. Then I think about the past and how affectionate he was always telling me how beautiful I was and how much he loved me and I can't help it but tears just flow like a river. Again doom and sadness creeps in every ounce of my body. I won't be able to sleep tonight until he gets home, I can't even call it home anymore, it's just a house. I need to stay strong for my children but the pain and the sadness sometimes just made me want just to crawl in bed and bawl like a baby.
Friday night, hubby went out with his buddies to drink a few beers. He is staying home until he leaves to go overseas for a year in about 2 weeks. He don't hug or kisses me, it's like having a friend staying over. I want everything to go back to normal so bad that it hurts. I want to touch his face, hug him and tell him how much I love him. I could hug him and he wont push me back but his cold empty stare just breaks my heart. I know couples that live in a loveless marriage, I honestly don't know how they do it. I've been doing it but I can't keep doing this to myself. Just giving it all and receiving nothing. Then I think about the past and how affectionate he was always telling me how beautiful I was and how much he loved me and I can't help it but tears just flow like a river. Again doom and sadness creeps in every ounce of my body. I won't be able to sleep tonight until he gets home, I can't even call it home anymore, it's just a house. I need to stay strong for my children but the pain and the sadness sometimes just made me want just to crawl in bed and bawl like a baby.
I am glad you are staying strong for your kids. I wish you tons of happiness.
things change.. people change.. relationships change. it can be so HARD to come to terms with this!!! it is hard to imagine what the future holds so we want to hold onto the past.
you must be filled with a lot of emotions and so must he... going away can do that. just know that you are a special person and we are here to listen.