I'm new to this site so forgive me if i haven't gotten the hang of it yet .
The longest time ago i met someone. We were friends. It was simple. I liked it. Then i started to fall for them. Their feelings for me were not mutual. I was just a simple friend. Someone they could never see themselves with. At times things were great between us but a lot of the time i was depressed with the fact that they didn't want me. I felt worthless & meaningless. It got so out of hand that it eventually ended in that person leaving my life. No explaining. No nothing. They just stopped responding to me. I found out recently that their now in a relationship. I cried for days when I found out. My thoughts were "how could they have moved on this quickly?" "Didn't I matter to them?" I know this isn't actually a breakup because of the fact that we were never together but i feel like it was. I feel like i lost a part of myself. I haven't been the same since they left. I no longer function. I spend my time working or crying. I lost all my friends except for two. The majority of my friends were their friends. So when they left so did all my friends. The only two people i have left in life except my family ii never see due to the fact that one lives far away & the other works a lot. Even if they ask me to go out for a get together i never feel up to it. I'm just completely lost without them. I just wanna know how do i begin to move on the way they did? It seemed so easy for them. I guess i didn't mean as much to them as i thought i did.