Wewt! Had a fabulous day! Went to the vendors with the kids, saw all the fun stuffs for sale (didnt buy anything) We had navajo tacos and burgers and stuff. Then we went to my moms house where my bro bought a TON of fireworks. We made smores and had foil dinners. Was such a FUN day!!

Let's see, it started with an email from a guy I was dating, saying he didn't understand why I was upset at not hearing from him for 3 weeks, he was just busy.

My allergies are killing me.

I'm exhausted because I'm not sleeping well, courtesy of my allergies

And the only thing I did today was laundry, grocery shop, cook dinner and wave bye as mom and her boyfriend went of to a place to go dancing, and now I get to hear the fireworks display at the lake, can't go to the lake unless I want to walk the 2 miles, because it's a zoo, can't see the display because of the trees around my house...

It has NOT felt like a holiday...it's just another crappy day....

WooHoo sounds like a great time redphish!

I guess the upside is that I'm not ready to kick anyone's ass, like yesterday.

Aww Gaelyn sounds like everything is beating you up all at once. The guy sounds kinda clueless - why wouldn't you be upset that he disappeared for a while. Isn't there anything you can take to at least ease the alleriges some so you can get a good nights sleep?

As for it not feeling like a holiday, not much I can do about that but the weekend isn't over yet so I say that tomorrow you go out and do something fun that you enjoy and make it a better day than today has been.

Unfortunately, the allergy meds aren't quite cutting it. It wouldn't be as big a deal if it weren't for the fact that I have sleep apnea and sleep with a CPAP machine. If my nose plugs up at all, I can't breathe. The air pressure from the CPAP, creates a suction that won't let my mouth open up.

Oh, let's not forget that night before last, someone I thought was a very dear friend (who is a guy) decided to act like a complete ass to me.

Yep, life is just freaking peachy...

I hope you start feeling better soon so that you are able to sleep again.

Well everyone my internet connection keeps fading for some odd reason tonight and I need some sleep anyway so it is time for me to head to bed. Hope everyone has a good night.

I hear ya Gaelyn.. my day sucked as well.. or ended up that way.. Started out fine, but by evening time I was in tears again, can't get the stbx off my mind... can't figure out why the hell I can't get him off my mind after all he has and is doing to me... why can't I just stop caring... he's not worth it...but it doesn't help... It kills me to think he's out spending time with someone else... I thought I was over my tears, but memories kept flooding in and they weren't even all that special... if 4th of July is like this I hate to see what other holidays are going to do to me....Part of this may be the fact that i'm still stuck in this house, no vehicle so I can't get out and away... moving 3 hours away next Saturday so I don't know if this coming week will get easier or worse.... Maybe that's why i'm up at 3:15am lol

Anyways.. sorry for the ramble, hope you find a solution to your allergy and sleep problem and things get brighter for you.

My day was great! I decorated the clubhouse for the 4th of July party and spent the day by the pool with friends and neighbors.

Meh, rough day - kept my kids busy @ the park with friends but when it was time to come home my six year old said "I appreciate you taking us places but don't like when we have to go back home". Later I got it - he said he was really missing his Daddy. It's frustrating! Worse that I know HE is just spending his time with the g/f! It gets better right??