I want to quit this unhealthy relationship, but i keep hanging on. Its emotionally abusive most of the time. he doesn't answer the phone when i call, he doesnt show up when he says he is coming, he doesnt call when he says he will, and he blames me because he saw me hug and kiss some guy, who was a friend of my friends when he had left me all angry. I did it because he spys on me when he leaves but wont talk to me, so i figure i'll give him something to see if he wants to spy, my friends helped me happily. But now he cant get over it, so i guess he cant treat me right, not like he ever did. I see signs of physical abuse now, like acting like he will hit me, or knocking my coffee cup out of my hand when i said you have 45 women on your buddy list, so is it ok if i have 40 guys on mine? he knocked my cup out and it broke all over the driveway.
its too crazy, but i keep going back to this crap. I need advice, how can i do it and not retract my decision? why do i go back?