So I was living with my fiancé and newborn baby. I love him so much and we have been through so much this past year with getting engaged and having our son. We decided to quarantine separate because he is a correctional officer and we have a newborn. He texted me on Easter saying he did not love me anymore and only was keeping the relationship going because of our son and moved out all within a day. I'm so broken, upset, and devastated. I did not see this coming. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with this person. He said he lost feelings for me as soon as we got home from the hospital with our son. I can't sleep I can't eat I can't stop crying. I feel like my whole life was just torn away from me. I'm trying to be strong for my baby but I break down crying every few minutes. I feel I deserved more than a text after everything. I deserved some indication he was unhappy. Now I have to go back to our apartment alone with our baby with all the memories of us there. I don't know how to process any of this. My chest is so tight it feels my heart is actually broken. I don't know how to process any of this or be able to trust someone again.