I know it's hard, and your world feels shattered. But try to find one thing to hold onto too get you through. Use this board, everyone here is super supportive.

Hang in there. You deserve to be happy. It will get easier. It has almost been two weeks for me and I can finally eat and sleep. Let yourself grieve but do not get into a rut of depression.

I understand how you feel, it's only been 2 days for me. It's so raw, I never knew pain like this existed.

I'm right there with you. But you will go on, and it will get easier. Some days are harder than others. Quit looking at the past; you can't change it. Look to the future and who you want to be.

Hi,

Some idiot who did you wrong is not worth wanting to no longer exist. Find your strength; some things must make you happy. I got dumped 5 months ago (not sure why), & I have to bump into this dude, work in the same building, see his car around base, & other reminders, but never will I ever end me, because I love me to absolute death. It does take time (I'm still struggling bad), but I find moments where I'm good, real good, bothered, annoyed, hurt, etc. Just remember how you were doing before Joker... You were okay. Keep your head up. It'll get better when it's supposed to.

thre is nothing to live for anymore, at my age, I can not start over anymore. I hate everything in the world....maybe I will die soon

Hey there. It does indeed suck. I am at 8 months so far but I can still feel the pain and remember how it was in the beginning. I thought how easy it would be if I wasn't around. However, I have never ever considered it seriously as it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
You will hurt. You will cry, scream, wish and dream. You will analyse things over and over. And while it will take time, we must keep going. Through every block and twist and turn we keep going in the hopes that we can be better. Do better.
And yes. That hopefully karma is a thing and our exe's may be buggered by angry koalas.
That may just be me though.

Keep your head up