Its so frustrating, we dont even go two weeks and he either breaks up with me, or threatens it. We have done this so many times. I love the guy, but the anxiety, because i never know what to expect makes me crazy. Last night we had a fine day all day, he took a nap and woke up in the evening tripping, he said why did i still have those pictures, and getting phone calls, its a long story, but a friend, a guy friend, who is married, i'm friends with his wife too, they knew we kept having problems and they brought this guy over wanting to fix me up, the guy stayed at my house two days, along with 5 other people because i just didnt want to be alone and he hadn't talked to me for two days, then 3 and 4 when i had my friends over. So it all went crazy after that, he accused me of sleeping with the guy, (I didnt ) but he saw the guy hug me outside, the guy did want to get with me, but i didnt do it. My boyfriend just doesnt see that all these break ups screw me up, and i feel abandoned, and now he just doesnt believe me , he says i'm lying. and he is angry and head trippin constantly, yet, he always breaks up, walks away, for days, wont taLK TO ME!! He makes me insane, drama all the time. I am trying to improve on myself, he said i had anger issues, he started saying a lot of negative thigns to me, i really felt like he didn't love me, or why would he keep hurting me and why cant he hang on thru any bad days? I'm desperate and lonely, and confused, and in love, can that be???