No, but college was fun.

Ditto what Tegian said. :)

I had a good life until I got married, and I'm not being melodramatic...I haven't been happy for the last 15 years. i can see it far off in the future now, though.. so I would say I did as a kid, then didn't, and hopefully will again. Or, in other words, no.

I can't say I have. I guess that's what I'm constantly chasing. I've tried filling the void and paving the road to happiness with people and the quest for love and all of that BS. I've learned that people will let you down and disappoint and happiness can be found with them but not IN them. Happiness is something I have to allow to happen. For the most part I've come to find peace within myself and that means a lot to me, though it is quite easily disturbed.

Am I happy? Honestly, I'm not sure if I truly know the meaning of it.

There are many things I can look back on and smile about when I remember them, but overall, life has been a path of rubble and obstacles for me and happy is something I don't believe I have experienced or allowed myself to be. Shoot, I don't think I even know what it might be. But it hasn't stopped me from continuing to live in the moment and try to find out all that it can be.

I'm naturally a happy, goofy person with a dark streak.

Not dwelling on the crap in my life. I'm happy. Much happier than I have been in years.

I've always been a lady.

That being said - I know I have tried my best to be a good person all my life. I try to remember the good times and not dwell on the crap, and lord knows there was a lot of it.

Would make your hair stand on end and make you cry.