Therapy will help at this time to help guide you,
if you have been with an emotional Manipulator
you will need to keep working on yourself So you
don't find another one. There are 12 step groups
Available too.

Let yourself grieve your losses, wether the
relationship Was good or bad it doesnt matter.

It the loss of your Hopes and dreams and the
Worse it was the harder it is to move thru. Many
Times its what we come from then find again
So there is much to grieve. Keep reaching out
To loving caring healthy people for love and
Support. HUGS

It gets better. I is going to be terrible for a while. Grief is a truly crazy emotion. But, you will get thru it. And you will know more about yourself, and what you want out of a relationship.

Hold on. You will make it thru.

It's normal and emotional. You need support and help to go through the feelings. Therapy will be good. If you can't afford it, good listening friends/family to talk to you. You feel like there's is no light ahead. There's is light, it's a matter of time to see it. What helped when i was building myself again was crying it out, exercise my spiritual belief and thinking of my heroine. It's going to be hard at first but don't lose hope. You will need motivation. Google motivation speeches and when you find the one which makes you to go listen to it over and over. When starting to lose hope remember there's someone fighting to have at least a sense of feeling. Feel blessed of the good you have.

I’m sorry about your breakup, friend. It’s only natural for you to feel this way; and mind you, you will hurt for a while. That said, although it may sound cliché, you will get over this. I would suggest that you surround yourself with friends who can support and encourage you during this time. Sending you prayers. Take care, okay?

I feel much sympathy for your heart break...
As someone who has been through a tremendous amount of crap in my short life, let me just tell you this:
You ARE the master of your own path. Each person takes a varied amount of time to recover, but for me, moving along as quickly as possible has been best.
Yes, it is necessary to grieve and go to therapy if guiding yourself through is too exhausting.
Whether you are going to ba alone or not has to do with your choice and your choice alone.
I just went through a very painful break up which did a lot of damage emotionally and financially, but just a few months later - I am happier than I have been in over 20 years because a man who is very compatible with me and my ideas of what a relationship should be.
I had to work for it to make it happen, but I got what I wanted.
You can too. You are capable. All you need is a little help and some strong belief that this too will pass, that you are worth to be loved and that you CAN make good choices.
You made a mistake choosing the last one ( possibly), forgive yourself, keep the good memories stashed deep in your mind, put the bad memories in imagined trash and keep on going.
Hugs

we are all lead on a path for a reason, follow the road right now you do not know which way it is turning, been there. Still there. Find HOPE that there is good things to come because there is you are young and have a long life ahead of you. Take care of you...I can tell you that if you read my posts you know why. You are important and you need to take care of you.(right now feel like pot calling the kettle black because I did not and now have some health stuff going on myself).
Give some advice a good friend gave me. Get your favorite crappy not good for you food and eat it. I know you don't want to right now but crazy it kinda helps.

One thing I have learned the hard way is that you can't always trust your feelings. If you could, you wouldn't have ended up with an abusive man in the first place. My niece is an anorexic. She is 5'9" tall and weighs less than 100 lbs. She still feels fat. This has been going on with her for three years. Feelings can sometimes send you the wrong signals. Another example is that after many operations, patients feel far worse than they did when they went into the hospital. They aren't able to do as much as they could before the operation and may need physical therapy to relearn how to do things they used to do easily. Does that mean they aren't healing? Does that mean their lives are over? No, far from it! So when your feelings tell you that you're never going to find someone else to love you, you can't believe them. Why? Because the odds are very heavily on your side, especially at your age. Heartbreak hurts and it can feel like the end of the world, but it isn't. Therapy can help you get through it and come out even stronger. I have a great therapist that I found on Psychology Today's website. They have a feature where if you put in your zip code, they will give you a list of all the licensed therapists in your area and their profiles. You can read them and see which one most appeals to you.

You said "recent breakup", expect to feel the pain for a bit. No one knows how long, but it wont last forever. Realistically you will find love again. You are young. Even if you're single for a year or two, take the time for yourself because one day you will be in a more loving relationship and will long for a little time to yourself. Hell, I'm 46 and have had only a handful of dates in over 3 years. Im realistically thinking I will be single forever, but I'm trying to grasp it. Love having my own place. I go to bed when I want, be lazy for a whole weekend, only have my dishes to do, and when I come home from work, my house is the same way I left it. Give yourself some time for you. I'm sure you will meet someone when you least expect it, but take the time you need for grieving your loss. It will get better. Hugs