At nite, sleeping alone. No big ox taking all the blankets and throwing his leg over my hip.

*sighs and cries*

It's better now...but 4:30 am panic/grief/guilt/blah blah blah was my witching hour for over a year.

24 hours a day.... however that has nothing to do with relationships.. it has to do with health!

OMG Red! I actually wrote that in an email to someone!!!

I wake up at that time and look around the room all scared. I have read that midnight, 3:30 am and 4:30 am all have significance in the supernatural........ spooky

Every morning I wake up with my chest tight and with tears streaming down my face. I wish I could control my dreams because they seem to keep beating me up. Once woken up, I look at my sleeping child and it makes sense to walk with a stride....

For me it is right when i get home from work and just want five minutes to myself. My stbx used to know I needed this unwind time and would hang out with the kids.

Mornings are still really tough for me. I wake up in a panic for some reason. It used to be any time I was home alone, but the warmer weather has me ok in the evenings.

Yes...it seems that mornings seem to be hard for a lot of people..Shoot..what do you mean the supernatural on those times..do tell?

@llmt - without jacking thread:

Something about spirits (good and bad) walk the Earth at those times, and witches call forth the devil, and animals sense the evil and start meowing or barking etc.

Funny you should mention animal and barking b/c the neighbors dogs were loud last night at approx 4 am or so. I usually do not have my windows open but I did last nite and heard them going at it.

Bells will warn you also. Put up some chimes or bells and watch them go off even when there isn't a breeze.

I'm not trying to sound all scared or anything. I always wake up, say:

Dad is that you? Or if you're a good spirit walk through and don't break anything!

-or-

If you're the devil, fuck you!!!! Can't scare me, I'm already living hell on Earth what more do you want fuckkkkkkerrr???


Then it gets all quiet *lol*

OMG! Shoot you are the cat's ass...so the bad f'ers just take off...maybe I'll stick those bells and put them up in front of the H's door and when I hear them I'll say something like you said...fuuucccckkkkerrrr!

That is sooooo freaky STM, I usually wake up around those times too.

I am sitting in my office freaking out you guys....eek! :)

llmt - back to your question...I guess for me the tough time is about 8:00 or so at night. My son lives with me, but he's almost 19, so between work/school/friends I see him in person twice a week or so...about 8:00 when the day is winding down, just me and the cat (Odie the magnificent house cat - round as he is tall - a perfect globe of a cat). Would be nice sometime to be able to turn to someone sitting next to me on the couch and say..."did you see that" when watching a movie or something...

I love that Shoot talks to spirits in the middle of the night. I really like what she says!! LMAO! :D

Sorry mornings are so hard for you LLMT. ((((BIG hugs))))

Nighttime is hardest here, when the kids are all asleep and pets laying around and I can really THINK and play music. Then thinking about going to sleep alone just really gets me, still....I'm not used to it. I hope I will be someday (or better yet, never get toooo used to it). I miss adult conversation and having a romantic partner. Yeah, it's hard to cope..