Not only did he tell me he loved me, that I was his dream woman he'd been waiting for his whole life, and promised me we'd grow old together when he asked me to marry him, but he also made me promise to never lie to him and to always try and work things out if it got tough. He made me promise that we would get through anything, no matter what. Which was easy for me. I would never even think about doing anything to jepardize our relationship.

So then HE's the one that left, without any warning what so ever. Not once did he even hint at being unhappy. We were planning our wedding and he was just as excited as me when we discussed things like music and food and our honeymoon. WE WERE HAPPY and he just left.

Not only that, but he can't give me a good reason. He says he doesn't know what's wrong. He says I'm still his dream girl and he still loves me and he will forever.

To top it all off, he keeps me hanging on. He knows he can because I am so completely in love with him. I wanted to spend eternity with him. And I still do. He wants me to come hang out with him all the time. But then there are times when I won't hear from him for days.

So I got frustrated and asked him why he wants me to come hang out. He said cause he misses me. And I was like, ok, but to what end? What is the point? All it does for me is break my heart all over again when I have to go home with out you. He said he's sorry. So I asked him, what is it you want from me? Do you want me to continue loving you or do you want me to heal and move on and he said BOTH! So I told him he couldn't have it both ways.

So we didn't have any contact for a couple weeks, then he emailed me this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-IGt3ZZHBg

From there he pulled me back in, things were going really good between us through the holidays and now I haven't heard from him in a week again. I hate it. I hate that I let him make me feel this way. Why does he do this??? What is behind this behavior?