http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoCvjyhqSvM&NR=1

Time does heal all wounds. It goes so slow in the darkest hours, but have faith ..... it's doing it's job.

Dude, you know I am just messing with you, you do need to get a handle on this situation, I know the reasons why you are staying, I lived the same thing for five years, and it damn near killed me... those kids are not going to prosper from you being worn to a frazzle.... you can not change your wife, she is who she is, and will not get it or never see what she is doing to you physically and mentally... it is all about her and her needs... Fuck that, you are better than that, and deep in your heart you do know what to do.... a leap of faith, I know is seems like you will not make it, but you will, you are a survivor... more than you know.

be well my friend, and do this for the right reasons...

((rman)) I agree with DP

Dutch.....what the f was I thinking......my new theme song :)

*wipes drool from her DS chick face*

I suck it up all the time.....just focking do it.......sucks....blah.

*rolls in keg* ;) Just for my thug master flash and the smoking baby. Wait, that might get me reported.......ah fock it.......
*pumps keg*

For the drumming baby........

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mBPGm4Fbo0Q

Rman, don't give up, just give it away...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_GXJpvu-d_0&p=A392D5062752F15F&playnext=1&index=23

Hugs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ys1rRnG6vzM


"Existence something to cherish true
Will not succumb to doubts that I hold onto
Release the fear of my pain
In so much pain
Give me the will to fight
Every obstacle that I have inside
Release the fear..."

Gonna agree with all that Dale said in #22 ... wow...really?!?!


YOU can't feel guilty for standing up for yourself.


Start thinking about getting your ducks all lined-up and doing what's best for you and the girls. What she does, sooner-or-later, can't be YOUR problem.

Agreed with Dale...but also I never had a song dedicated to me, either. *puts on lipstick and kisses the smoking baby avi*

Dale nailed it but...it's something you've heard before. The ball is really on your court. In the meantime, feel without giving up.

I used to be a freaking suck it up kind of guy...deal with it.

I'm not sure what happened....what "softened" me if you will...maybe it was having kids...maybe its therapy.

But I need to get back do just dealing with it and just freaking suck it up...at least I think so....

Rman,

I saw this and thought of you:

Famous quote by Emerson, Ralph Waldo - When it is dark enough, you can see the stars.

I hope you can see the stars soon.

Hugs