Last week was really tough on me.. I found out my ex of 6 months had a gf, brining her into the house we chose and I decorated, into the bed we shared and built, using the "fun stuff" that we started to use before the divorce, and into the sheets I bought. He cooked her dinner with the pots we got for Christmas, served her food on the plates I bought him many years ago before we dated, ate dinner on my table, and watched TV on the TV we bought together for each other another Christmas. There is way more, but I will leave it at that. On top of that he spent the night with her on our anniversary. Anyway, I am moving forward, and I have a had a wonderful friend for over a year who I know that we have had an attraction for each other. I moved in with him as a roommate in October following the finalization of my divorce. Having been through many of the same things, he has been my rock and always the perfect gentleman. Even when I have wanted to take the relationship further, he has told me that he cares about me and when the time is right, things are going to happen between us. I am finding myself wildly attracted to him in the past few days, and I cannot seem to control the urge to attack him, but I am trying so hard not to push the issue. Even though I still love my ex and probably will always, I find that I have grown to love this man also, and I want so very much to be even closer. But I have never been around a man who is attacted to me who can sleep in the same house across the hall from each other and not want to take it any further. This driving me nuts!!!!!!!!!