so its been 2 weeks since my wife left and moved in with another man.  It has been a rough week trying to face it head on.  last time i wrote you guys told me to stop drinking well i did.  i haven't had a drink in 5 days which in my state is a big deal.  I still just want to forget some times but i haven't.  I'm hurting beyond anything i have felt before.  which makes it worse her family calls to check on me becuase they knwo this is messed up.  then mean well but it hurts so bad that they call just to see how im handling it like its been a year it just hit wk 2.  i'm not ok and nor should i be over it this fast.  we have a house and animals and a life that she is no longer apart of.  so facing all the bills and still trying to just survive isn't going to be better just like that.  it's been a week since i have actualy seen her.  i dont know how i will react when i see her again.  she still has all of her stuff in the house.  but every day i go to bed in our bed and wake up in our room it's tough.  i'm already thinking about saling the house but it's ours and thats hard to throw away too.  i donlt know hwat else is worse watching someone else live our dream or live our dream alone?  Thats a tought one to swallow.