WELL I MAY HAVE TO HAVE BRAIN SURGERY AND IAM SCARED SHITLESS I WILL BE SO UPSET IF I HAVE TO GO FOR THE BALD LOOK I KNOW MY BROTHERS WILL CRACK ON ME ABOUT IT THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT DOING IT B/C MY SEZIURES ARE OUT OF CONROL SO THEY WANNA PUT A CHIP INTO MY BRAIN TO SEND ELTRICAL SHOCKS TO THE BRAIN WHEN A SEZIURE COMES ON THEY THINK IT WILL HELP CUT DOWN MY SEZIURES IAM ALSO THINKING ABOUT NOT TELLING MY FAMILY UNTIL THE SURGERY IS OVER AND DONE WITH BECAUSE I KNOW IF MY MOM FINDS OUT SHE WILL GET SO WORKED UP SHE WILL HAVE TOUBLE BREATHING AND END UP IN A HOSP SO I FIGURED I WAIT UNTIL I WAS IN THE RECOVERY ROOM TO CALL HER ALSO I DONT KNOW BUT DO ANY OF U KNOW IF THEY BUT SOME ONE WITH BRAIN SURGERY IN A COMA FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS TO LET THERE HEAD REST OR DO THEY JUST GET TO GO HOME AFTER WORDS LIKE AS AN OUT PATIENT SURGERY TYPE OF THING


I also have a brain tumor in my head now they never removed b/c it was growing and they were afraid if they did i would lose my eyesight