ok to get started im a girl and started off with a girl named riccy we really didnt have that much feelings for each others after around 3 months we broke. so i decided try to get with a girl i've been after for 3 years named mariana always treated her like a queen.unexpectedly while getting lunch i go ahead and grab her hand and whisper in her ear that i really like her and that i want to be her boyfriend. all of a sudden she gives me a chance to be with her. after like a week of us going out she kisses a guy named jose rite in front of me and doesnt tell me shit about that. before i took her home i asked her if she had feelings for him and she told me no that the onlt person she cared for was me. so we went to the car and just as she was getting in jose comes and asks mariana if she needs a ride she looked at me 4 a while then said no that her boy was taking her home. though i really didnt want let what happend go so when i get her home i told her i had to go to bball practice and i would drop her sister off later. She said she was sorry about what had happend earlier and that it was all a big mistake and gives me a peck and goes inside her house. when i dropped her sister off i realized that her car was missing but didnt think much of it but i called her to see what was going on she didnt answer. so yesterday i leaned in to kiss her and she moves and i go and hug her then i told her that i would be rite back when i leave i see jose going up to her and hug her but i trusted her enough to think she wouldnt do anythng i was saddly mistaken cuz when i come back there holding hands as soon as i get there i tell him to leave. i gave her a kiss on the forehead and told her that i loved her and that i'd be rite back. i went up to jose and told him to stay away from my girl he just smiled and just as i was going to punch him my girl huggs me from behind knowing that i could knock out that meathead.aftet school i go to get my girl and i see her holding hands with him as he walks her to her car . so yesterday i ended breaking up with her. today i tried to make up with her but i heard my friend asked her for how long she's been going out with the other jose and she said they been going out since wensday... what makes this story worse is i have to see my ex with another man everyday and i have to be reminded about her everyday by her sister in basketball practice. now my best friend is tring to get with me but to be completely honest i'm still in love with my ex . now she acts like if we never happend seriously i'm done with love