Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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They are so extreme. I can feel all of the very intense feelings every character feels. I can hear extreme manic sounds, like someone bashing something with a loud mallot over and Ivey again... Clang Clang Clang Clang! I hear PANIC rapid thoughts when she loses the love of her life shot dead in the back of a cab. Her one and only her reason for living, gone, and I felt her pain again but to the extreme. I am angry I sit on the couch with my mom she is laughing and says she's angry. I was furious. She tells me to punch the couch because I was angry. I punch the couch right, left hand at rapid speed. I realize that my fists are bleeding. I shout for my mother who is now in the other room. I get up to walk to her, I black out and fall down. My sister oblivious and cheery walks in from the light and asks me what's wrong, I continue to black out and fall down. Everything is so super just dark and eerie to the maximum degree, it hurts. Wake up in a panic what do I do? Go downstairs and get my anti anxiety pill prescribed for this exact moment. I'm scared to go to bed. I have to wake up early tomorrow and go through out my day, go to school... I just need to sleep. Can anyone relate to a terror such ad this one? Everything feels so extreme and I can feel it and hear it and it's loud.
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i hope they can do something about it for you
I have full sensory abilities when I sleep and noise, colors, voices and smells are so real- I used to actually be sitting up in my bed as a child with eyes open watching the horror unfold in front of me-Only to be "awakened" by my Mom answering my screams- I feel for you it is an awful experience and I wish I could give some good solid advice on how to eleviate what you are going through-
I personally had no success with meds but I would speak to your p-doc or t-doc if you have one- Maybe they would be able to prescribe something to help you really sleep and then you might get some relief-
Best to you- Take care
Check and see if any of your meds can have this side effect your pharmacist can tell you... Big hug of comfort for you