Wow. I don't know what's going on inside my head lately. It seems the more my new meds are working to make me feel better.....the more my Bipolar is magnified. Since I started taking Lithium 2 months ago my brain has stopped cycling...I don't re-act to every little stress in life. But the last couple of weeks I am feeling those closest to me are acting strange around me....I seem to always say the wrong things...I am clumsy...I am negative....I am starting to feel I don't "fit in." It is like they love me but don't like me? What an awful feeling inside! Makes me want to give up on even trying to act "normal!" I am soooo glad I have people on here that know what I'm feeling and going through. Thanks for listening. Ramona oxox
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