Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
My cat is sick, not eating very much, and I've spent a fortune trying to figure out what's wrong. So far we haven't found anything wrong. Tuesday she will have an ultrasound and a GI workup. If those show nothing I'm going to have her teeth worked on, cleaned and if any need extracted have that done.
Anyway, last night I cried for fear of losing her. She's 14 and always been MY cat. We are very close. She follows me wherever I go and sleeps with me cuddled up to me in bed.
I can't remember the last time I cried. Probably a yr or two ago. What about you, do you cry very often? I wonder if my meds have me a bit flat. I don't think we can tweak them any because I'm pretty stable now.
Anyway, last night I cried for fear of losing her. She's 14 and always been MY cat. We are very close. She follows me wherever I go and sleeps with me cuddled up to me in bed.
I can't remember the last time I cried. Probably a yr or two ago. What about you, do you cry very often? I wonder if my meds have me a bit flat. I don't think we can tweak them any because I'm pretty stable now.
Although quite infrequent, each time there is a manic (not hypomanic) episode, it gets worse and worse. There is more paranoia, along with delusions, hallucinations and impending doom accompanying it...all that fun stuff.
I shouldn't even say it out loud because if I were found out, my ex-husband would use it against me in court, but if I don't share somewhere, with someone, I will surely go mad and not recover. I have to have somewhere to turn.
Anyway, I cried because every time, it gets worse, and I worry about the future.