self-examination...no that's not right...self exploration...shit that's not it either... ah fuck it. I'm reflecting on things in my life trying to figure out what I can weed out, improve, and enhance my well being.

I'm confused, scared and lonely on one hand and excited about things in my offline life on the other.

Cleaning up from dinner while I undress for a shower to be ready in time for a scary movie with the hubby.

Getting all the information I can on BP to give to this guy who thinks he wants me.

Contemplating a bath. It's the motivation that I lack. I really hate this depression thing. I did bake a pineapple upside down cake earlier tonight. That's one sweet thing for the evening.

ready cammie....? ONE.........TWO...........THREE.............
now stand up and walk towards the bathroom.....

Quacked............you are ruminating? I try not to do that, but then again, my life is stagnant. I hope you gain some insight into yourself and make the changes you wanna make. Hugs.

Sharon..........glad you are excited about something. Let it win over the confusion.

Bethany.........what movie are you guys watching?

Ev...........is this the surgery on your other elbow/arm? I hope all goes well and that you are back with us in a flash. Hugs!!

Mushroom............is he hawt?

Cammie..........you can do it, sweetie. I need to take a bath too. It has been several days since I got in shower. Have just been washing off in a sink full of good smelling soapy water.

He is Hot.

That's cooooool, Mushroom!! I hope it works out for ya.

my car battery died tonight, sayeth my neighbor the mechanic. I'm exhausted from work and starting a week off tomorrow.

Enjoy your week off freeheeler

Well for anybody on the east coast of the USA ( or world ) Doc Holliday pitched a no-no in the first game of the NLDS GO PHILLIES

Yeah Happy...I watched the game since I'm in Cincinnati. Wish I could share in your happiness.....lol