Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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ZanyBeeper 08/27/2010

Hey guys!! How goes it on this Fab Friday? What're you up to? I am okay. In pain as usual. I rescheduled my physiatry appointment from the 30th of September to the 16th. That's two less weeks I will have to hurt. My dad is going to drive us down. I haven't driven in really heavy traffic since I had my nervous breakdown and I am not ready to try just yet. Atlanta traffic is horrendous!! Six lanes!! More in places where ya have to merge. It just finished raining here. Of course, I was out in it!! Had to take JJ to pick up his new phone. Dillon is playing. I am too!! hehe!! Hope you all have an awesome evening and a fantastic weekend!!

Smooches,
Chelle

deleted_user 08/27/2010

I'm sitting on the couch, was supposed to go to the airport this morning and go home for a few days. I couldn't pack one t-shirt in two days. There is rotting food everywhere, it smells bad in here. Supposed to leave and go to the doctor in a few minutes but don't know if I can get up.

Blowing off my parents and throwing away my plane ticket made me feel worse.

Fantastic weekend? Every day is worse than the previous, so I doubt it.

deleted_user 08/27/2010

Meh... can somebody delete my reply, I shouldn't have shit on this thread.

But you asked, LOL, Life sucks.

deleted_user 08/27/2010

you better get off that butt and go see the doctor, juice. Don't make me come out there. :(

Hiya, Chelle. Hope you're gonna have a great weekend, too!

I have been job-hunting in KY this week (Lovely, haha), hoping for the best, packing an arsenal of weapons for when Sam gets home.

Finally going to see Inception tonight. Lots of driving later. *sigh* I love traffic.

deleted_user 08/27/2010

I wish I could say I was in a good place. I am in a bad place and am probably going to be running away soon!

ZanyBeeper 08/27/2010

It's okay, Juice. You just say anything you wanna say or need to say. I am always here for you, baby. I'm sorry you are feeling so like shit. You really should make your pdoc appointment!! Might help. Ya never know. You could meet your dream woman on the way!! You will recognize her by the bacon earrings she will be wearing!! Smooches, honey.

ZanyBeeper 08/27/2010

Don't be too mean to Sam, Mary Anne. Him just wittle feller. Enjoy the movie!!

Soss..............I am so sorry that you are feeling bad. What's going on?

deleted_user 08/27/2010

oh-oh. Statistically, the number of DS bipolar members who are thinking of (or in the process of) running away is rising rapidly.

There's no full moon here...Mercury is in retrograde, however. Should we all just check into motels until September is over?

deleted_user 08/27/2010

I'm in a downward spiral.

=(

but i'm glad your dad is giving you a ride, Chelle. I95 traffic is insane.

ZanyBeeper 08/27/2010

Do I have to take my children with me? hehe.

ZanyBeeper 08/27/2010

Linas...........sorry you are going down. Can you adjust your meds some or have pdoc to so that you can either shorten the duration of your down time or lessen the severity? xox

deleted_user 08/27/2010

pdoc dumped me on Monday....which has contributed to said spiral....have not found a new pdoc and I think hubby is going to have to help me because I could really just give it all up at this point...

frustrated

deleted_user 08/27/2010

Doing laundry and also feeling like crap. Got the low lows today. So much for the veil of depression lifting, eh? Sounds like we all feel bad today. And it's Friday! But what does that matter when you are unemployed, like me. One day just turns into another. BLAH. So, that's all. Worried sick about my niece. And now watching a very old episode of Law and Order, back when Benjamin Bratt was still on it. He's a hottie. That's it. Sad, laundry, television.

deleted_user 08/27/2010

i'm really in the mood for pizza and pop.

ZanyBeeper 08/27/2010

May I join you for the pizza and pop? What kinda pop are we having? I like Coke and Mountain Dew!!

deleted_user 08/27/2010

Okay, so I'm gonna pop some benzos, take a shower and a nap. Evenings are always better for me. Mornings are hell. How will I do it once I start working again? I don't get up til almost 10am most days and I'm still tired. Could it be my Seroquel XR? I take it at night. Time to get rid of my anxiety and get cleaned up so my husband doesn't come home from work to find me still in my pjs. How he loves me some days I don't know.

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