Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
Once again I have manage to fuck up my entire life. I am now homeless. My husband through me out. For those of you who have seen my posts his 30 year old bum son and 24 year old loser nephew live here. Yesterday his nephew kicked me right in front of him and he didn't say a damn thing. It's not the first time he has hit me. He has punched me slapped me in the face and kicked me. I have asked him to stop and my husband just says he is only playing around. I don't feel that way. I grew up in an abusive household and will not live in an abusive enviroment. We just had it out and he told me I have to be out of here tomorrow or shut up and put up with it. I have absolutely nowhere to go. I have no family and no friends. I have no car, no money. I just hope I die in my sleep tonight so tomorrow won't come. My tears won't stop. I am broken. I will not go to the hospital because where will I go after that. I can't do this anymore. I can't stay here and continue to get sicker. I am slowly turning my anger inward to self hatred. I don't even know why I am writing this. Because I know i just don't matter. Peace
I am really sad to hear that this is happening to you. No one deserves this kind of treatment. I know what abuse feels like and it can really deaden the heart, or make it feel like it's been run over by a tractor trailer. You are better than this. You are going to make it, please stay strong. ((hugs))