Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

How are you doing today? As suncloud said, having a plan is good. You're pushing through and choosing help over hurt. Praise God. That's so good. Have you considered speaking to a counselor who specializes in trauma. It sounds like there was a trigger, and they can help you discover and work through it. I believe you will find healing. We're here for you. You're not alone.